(m/f/nb) psychologue clinicien.ne
Carl Flanagan
STAFF l'agonie des utopies
PERSO
flanagans : keefe #1 & kieran #1 ☆ can we work it out ? can we be a family ? i promise i'll be better, mommy i'll do anything, daddy please don't leave. i ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away. don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have no choice, no way. it ain't easy growin up in world war III.
caele #15 & #16 ☆ and if somebody hurts you, i wanna fight, but my hand's been broken one too many times. so i'll use my voice i'll be so fucking rude, words, they always win but i know i'll lose. and i'd sing a song that'd be just ours, but i sang 'em all to another heart. and i wanna cry, i wanna learn to love, but all my tears have been used up. ☆ 1 › 2 › 4 › 5 › 6 › 13 › 14
calsea #6 ☆ it must have been cold there in my shadow to never have sunlight on your face. you were content to let me shine, that's your way, you always walked a step behind. did you ever know that you're my hero, and everything i would like to be? i can fly higher than an eagle cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
carlina #1 ☆ i didn't want to be the one to forget, i thought of everything i'd never regret. a little time with you is all that i get, that's all we need because it's all we can take. and we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day. kinda counted on you being a friend, can i give it up or give it away ?
willow #1 ☆ oh, who is she? a misty memory, a haunting face, is she a lost embrace? a mystery, oh, who is she? I call her name across an endless plain, she'll answer me where ever she may be. immortal she, return to me.
nova #1 ☆ so no one told you life was gonna be this way, your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's doa. it's like you're always stuck in second gear, when it hasn't been your day, your week, your month or even your year. but i'll be there for you, 'cause you're there for me too.
naomi ☆ running fast through a fairy tale, dark woods, starless night. feel cold air in my lungs, full moon, you follow me. pierce me like an arrow, beneath the blanket of night, longing for flight. when u fall into me it feels so sweet, like dreaming. press yourself into me, let me feel your breathing.
(nostalgie) adèle #1 › adèle #2 › adèle #4 › adèle #5 › adèle #6
Présence :
présent(e)Âge :
23 années d'errance et de désillusions.Date de naissance :
04/01/2001Surnom(s) :
Carlito ou le weirdo sur les réseaux mais juste, épargnez-lui Carlyle.Polaroid :
Statut :
il n'a plus à rougir de regarder Adèle avec les yeux en coeur ni à contenir son envie de l'embrasser car il peut enfin le dire : oui, il a une petite amie (pincez-le très fort, il croit encore rêver)Orientation sexuelle :
les filles, c'est joli les filles, et c'est encore mieux quand il en rencontre une qui veut bien de lui.Métier :
valet de chambre plutôt maladroit au prestigieux Waldorf Hotel, il vient de reprendre ses études pour entamer un Bachelor en Mathématiques d'une durée de 3 ans – respire Carl, ça va aller.Adresse :
#41 Old Temple Street (BCC), la colocation s'éternise avec Adèle, Chelsea et son frère Keefe.Les petits détails :
irlandais à l'accent imperceptible ☆ famille disloquée dont il est le chat noir : père déserteur, mère mélancolique depuis sa naissance remariée avec une brute et frère victime d'un accident par sa faute (il parait) ☆ prêt à tout pour exister dans la vie de son père ☆ prisonnier du one-itis pendant des années, il tente d'en sortir à grand coup de thérapie ☆ une sombre réputation lui colle à la peau depuis que ses pratiques de stalker ont été dévoilées à la télévision ☆ victime de maltraitance infantile de ses 9 à 18 ans ☆ zéro confiance en lui et une paranoïa de tous les instants, rempli de doutes et de contradictions.Pronoms du perso :
ilTriggers :
cruauté animale.Warnings :
maltraitance infantile, cyberstalking, autodépréciation & self-body shaming, psychothérapie, abandon, troubles obsessionnels, cyberharcèlement, prostitution (client), mention d'agression physique.Code couleur rp :
seagreen ; mediumseagreenIntervention pnj :
ouiLiens & sujets :
(08) nova #1 › willow #1 › keefe #1 › coloc #3 › kieran #1 › mina #1 (event) › adèle #15 › adèle #16 (event)flanagans : keefe #1 & kieran #1 ☆ can we work it out ? can we be a family ? i promise i'll be better, mommy i'll do anything, daddy please don't leave. i ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away. don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have no choice, no way. it ain't easy growin up in world war III.
caele #15 & #16 ☆ and if somebody hurts you, i wanna fight, but my hand's been broken one too many times. so i'll use my voice i'll be so fucking rude, words, they always win but i know i'll lose. and i'd sing a song that'd be just ours, but i sang 'em all to another heart. and i wanna cry, i wanna learn to love, but all my tears have been used up. ☆ 1 › 2 › 4 › 5 › 6 › 13 › 14
calsea #6 ☆ it must have been cold there in my shadow to never have sunlight on your face. you were content to let me shine, that's your way, you always walked a step behind. did you ever know that you're my hero, and everything i would like to be? i can fly higher than an eagle cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
carlina #1 ☆ i didn't want to be the one to forget, i thought of everything i'd never regret. a little time with you is all that i get, that's all we need because it's all we can take. and we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day. kinda counted on you being a friend, can i give it up or give it away ?
willow #1 ☆ oh, who is she? a misty memory, a haunting face, is she a lost embrace? a mystery, oh, who is she? I call her name across an endless plain, she'll answer me where ever she may be. immortal she, return to me.
nova #1 ☆ so no one told you life was gonna be this way, your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's doa. it's like you're always stuck in second gear, when it hasn't been your day, your week, your month or even your year. but i'll be there for you, 'cause you're there for me too.
Préliens attendus :
sujets futurs : desmondnaomi ☆ running fast through a fairy tale, dark woods, starless night. feel cold air in my lungs, full moon, you follow me. pierce me like an arrow, beneath the blanket of night, longing for flight. when u fall into me it feels so sweet, like dreaming. press yourself into me, let me feel your breathing.
Sujets terminés :
(2024) adèle #13 › chelsea #6 › cody #1 › adèle #14 (nostalgie) adèle #1 › adèle #2 › adèle #4 › adèle #5 › adèle #6
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disponible pour de nouveaux sujetsPréférences rp :
mes réponses tournent autour de 800-1500 mots en moyenne, tout comme il m'arrive de faire beaucoup plus. je suis généreuse mais je m'adapte aussi à mes partenaires ☆ j'écris à la troisième personne du singulier et au présent ☆ dialogues en français principalement ☆ je ne m'impose pas d'ordre de réponse et privilégie mes intrigues importantes, ce qui ne m'empêche de répondre à tout le monde dans des délais équivalents ☆ je me laisse volontiers tenter par les rp flashbacks et les univers alternatifs, n'hésitez donc pas à m'en proposer ♡Genre irl :
Faceclaim :
fionn whitehead.Multicomptes :
eddie yang (ft. lee know) & mickey reeves (ft. abel tesfaye)Crédits :
@homemade (avatar) & @pickers (gifs), @bleeding-light (gif caele), @keroppigifs (gif willow) VAW. (dessin)IRL